I am just a servant in a higher plan

Yesterday was a hard day.  I guess its always hard to be reminded that your not the center of the Universe, that I am just a servant in a higher plan, one that is beyond I can even fathom.   That's what I learned yesterday.  This life is not about me.  Its not, and as hard as it is to be reminded of that, and as much as my feelings get hurt, is vital to becoming a servant of Christ.  I pray that I become more of one every day, and I am realizing that it is NOT comfortable.  I need to love people ONLY because Christ loved me first.  I cannot expect and get my fulfillment from others, I can only find it in Christ.