This past week has been very interesting in the way of relationships. I am still learning how to create good relationships, and how to understand that those relationships shouldn't be "what's in it for me." I wish that one day i will fully understand this, but understanding that my existence is human.
Its interesting though how my feelings on the matters seemed to shift over the past few days. I think this came with my SLOW willingness to share my feelings with others, which is difficult for me. I have this idea that sharing with people how I feel when those feelings are messy and unorganized and stupid. But how can I expect love and understanding and real relationships if i am unwilling to share anything that doesn't sound nice. I am slowly learning that sharing, being open, trusting is how you build relationships. I have to be willing to open up, be vulnerable to love people fully. I have to be willing to trust to have people trust me. To build real relationships
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If relationships were not so, I would choose to be a hermit.
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